about...

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My name is Holle Tubbs and I spend a lot of my life at the intersection of ministry and mental health.  My spiritual journey is untidy, and experiences with depression, doubt, suicide, and shame have profoundly shaped my faith. I follow a God who invites us to be wildly human.

The Holy Here is not a professional endeavor. This is my space for reflection, story, and theology that doesn’t always fit neatly into binders or budgets. I hope what's shared here is helpful.

If you can't trust religion, if you’re bad at following Jesus, or if you're never quite holy enough, then I hope this makes you feel less alone. God is in your doubts, your bruises, and your ordinary days. Holiness isn’t being saved for someday;  it’s here.